I think I'm going to give tumblr a try. Come join me :)

I'm kind of bummed about friends at college.

I just feel like I've been left at home and I don't matter. It's like, I thought I was a big part of your life (because you're a big part of mine.) Whenever you leave for college, it's like I don't matter anymore and just come in second to all of your new (or not so new) college friends.

I don't think it's a jealousy thing. I personally don't feel like it's the fact that I won't have the experience you're having. I just feel brushed to the wayside.

I guess I just want to be acknowledged every once in a while from these people. I'm tired of always being the one to be the first to contact and make an effort.

Someone else make an effort.