There's so much I wish to write about so many topics, but I'm going to choose this one.

I am completely enamored by you. I love the way you talk, think, make me feel -- everything felt right and right now, I guess I'm just stuck. I'm not sure whether or not to continue feeling this way, or if I should try to continue on with my life and leave you behind, in a sense. I wish extremely much to be everything we were at the beginning. It was so cute. I want that again with you, and only you.

I feel like I've said this before, but never in my life have I felt this way. I want this so bad -- so bad, I don't think you can understand it.

I have this bad habit of not being able to let go, but I'm really not sure if I should do that for this situation. No, not yet.

I guess, before we can find "us" again, I have to find myself.