I can't believe how fast this year has gone by. 2009 was just a blur. It seems like just yesterday I was sitting in my parent's bedroom bringing in the new year (great way to bring it in, no? Bah.) And not only did 2009 just fly by, but I realize how much everything has changed in a year; how much I've learned, how much I've grown.

I've learned, that no matter how much you may want to, you can't stay friends with everyone you were once friends with. I look back at high school (mainly senior year) and I think about all the people I was close to and how I'd love to be close to them again, but I can't. I've changed, they've changed and the way we've changed made us grow apart. It's not that I dislike them or anything, it's just we're different people now. Anyways, your true friends stay with you through thick and thin and no matter how much time you are apart from them, you can always get together and act like you saw each other just yesterday. And your true friends are always willing to accept you for who you're becoming.

This is why I'm so thankful for Damon, Ria, Erin, Alyssa and Maria. And after 3, 17, 8, 5 and 4 years, they've proved their friendship to me. No matter how goofy I am, or what I wear, or how different I will be in five year, they will be there for me. For this, I love them.

Lately, I've been feeling as my life is a mixture between Glee and Community. There just happen to be multiple situations that occur in my life. And not only in my life, by my friends' lives. So having this "my life feels like it should be a television show" feeling for (at least) the semester, I keep contemplating whether or not I really could make these situations into a sitcom. I really think I could pull it off, but I just don't have the time for it. Maybe one day I could take every thing that has happened and make it into a show.

This sounds like it'll be one of those things that I'll never get around to doing. I have so many things I would love to do, I just don't have the time for.

Man, I'm repetitive. And that's why I'm bad at writing. :)